IT'S MY BIRTHDAY

HI! Now i'm officially 18 (YAY!) 

 I'm so thankful for anything that happened for me recently, i realize i have my friends and a family that loves and care about me.  Oh actually my birthday was on August 19 and since it's latepost this i present to you my jams on my birthday! enjoy :p

HAHAHA I FREAKING LOVE DAVEDAYS SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA

Thank you so much for such a unexpected surprise and making me doing a lot of dishes after you guys coming to my house haha until next year *cheers*

TANNER PATRICK IN JAKARTA

I don't even know how to start this bcs i still have Tanner feels. like OMG i still can't believe that i met him.
So it's started when Shilvie (one of my best bud from BYEfam) chat me on Line and she asked me "Athaya, do you know Tanner Patrick?" ofcourse i said yes, i've been watching his videos on youtube since like 2012.And then i asked her why and she said that "HE'S IN JAKARTA". So I reply "when?is it free? (lol)" and after a looooooooooooooong coversation we agree that tommorow we will go to their show together. hahaha i'm so excited about this show bcs i'm so curious about how tall is he and meeting him is like fulfill one of my dreams. (FYI one of my dreams is meeting all the youtubers i know).
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In the next morning i go to my college like usual and i had to finish my final test today. After the test, i look on my watch and it's 1.30pm already. I'm so dead bcs i have to meet Shilvie at the Bus Shelter in about 30mins from now. My friends asked me "why you such in hurry?let's go eat something" and i'm like "no i can't, i have to go bcs i already had plan. so bye". So i go back to home quickcly and then change my shirt, jeans, wash my face and charge my phone right away bcs it's almost died. (why phone whyyyyyy?ughh). And then i receive a message from Shilvie and she said that she is on the way. I feel like a bad person bcs i'm still in my house. When I still at the bus She called me and said that she's already in our "meeting place" and i tell her "wait me, i almost there just one shelter again and i'll be there" Yeah one shelter again but there's a traffic jam. So one shelter feels like a really really long time (Sorry shilvie._.). And then finally I arrived, but Shilvie is not there, so I called her and it turns out that Shilvie is in a wrong shelter, she had to walk in a long bridge to get here. and finally we met!thank god.

Oh yeah we don't know the location of the venue yet so we had to ask someone first. But not so long we already got there. WOHOOOOO i'm so happy inside, there are so many people in there already and we're standing at the very left of the stage. Not so long the security said that "don't stand infront of  the door" and then we moved to the right and we stop infront of the stage. LIKE SERIOUSLY WE'RE IN FRONT ROW omg. I tell Shilvie we should stay here okay bcs we're in the front, and Tanner will be in front of us.
When Tanner come i instanly screaming, i'm so happy, he really there infront of me, it is not a dream, and he's so kind and smile a lot. He sang 5 songs. 'Roar', 'Stay', 'Royals', 'Say Something' and 'Clarity'

And after the show there's meet and greet too! That's a really long line just for m&g. And when our turn i'm like hi! can i get a hug? and he hugged me. I swear that's the best hug i ever had in a month hahaha so i take a picture with him, take a selfie and ask him to sign Shilvie book. We ask him to give us 4 autograph and he really gave us 4! He really kind and he smells so good. I remember when he still sign the book i said "i still can't belive that i meet you" and he smiled.

This is literally the best day ever, really worth to come! Thanks to TANNER PATRICK, PARK LANE HOTEL, RIVA AND SHILVIE. 

SHIL, YOU'RE MY LIFE SAFER BCS MY PHONE DIED AND YOU'RE SO KIND ALLOWED ME TO TAKE A PICTURE IN YOUR IPOD. ILOVEYOU♥

SOLDIER

As you seeing this. Today, is another day to make yourself proud and happier. Today is not another day for you to overthinking way too much about people or everything that makes you sad. Just don't let past or anything ruin your day. As you woke up, just take a deep breath and think about all the happy memories you've had and planning to make a new ones today.
 Maybe the world is like a battlefield but we're a survivor. Be a warrior not a worrier. We all have  hope for a better tommorow. Bob Marley once said "You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you've had". You've got to go through the worst time in life to get the best. 
There'll be someone who will take you higher when you're feeling low. And being your fire when the world is too cold for you. And that person will be your soldier. And if you're reading this, i'm glad you're alive.

Riley McDonough

I am soooooo fangirl over this boy. I mean he's so cute like omg he's my ken! His name is Riley Thomas McDonough. He has so many nickname such as Walt risney, rickey mouse, riney the poo, rinopoly, riorn man, ritastic, rhi-anna, and ri-ley cyrus. lol

He played in a band called Before You Exit. AAH CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT HOW BEAUTIFUL THIS PERSON? Yes, the B word suit him. I JUST WANNA SHARE HIS PICTURE, HE'S SO CUTE, ATRRACTIVE, and YUMMS *what

So guys sit back relax, grab some tissue for the fangirl moment and enjoy the amazing Riley McDonough

 Name: Riley Thomas McDonough

Birthday: August 31, 1995

In BYE: vocals, bass guitar

Twitter: @RileyMcDonough

 i'm so dead right now

ahhh the feels